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My Club:

My art sux. I can't manage to improve. I never will get any better. Everyone hates me. No one ever cares what I have to say. People are overjoyed when I get hurt. My parents like to see me suffer. I've been raped. I've run away from home. No one will ever understand me. I don't express my feelings in my art, only try to cheer myself up with it. If I drew how I felt, I'd be labled "emo." People are only nice to me because they're afraid I'll do something to them. I'm always nice to others unless they are mean to me first. I would be the best friend you ever had if you gave me a chance. No one tries to understand me, first impressions are everything. Everyone gets the impression I'm a horrible person. I look like a fucking whore. I'm fugly. I'm fatter than most girls in my school. I should probably stop eating. My life sucks, just like my art. I have no talent, and I'm not just talking about drawing. I probably have dislexia. I'm afraid of stupid things like spiders and being touched. People tell me to go kill myself everyday. I'm not allowed to look at people, they get mad. I'm the main cause of my family's financial problems. I've been in the hospital at least once each year of highschool. I see ghosts. People think I'm nuts. I have an anxiety disorder and depression, go figure. That makes me a "fucking psycho," to quote Alex S. (from 8th grade). I wish I was still a virgin. I killed a bird. I should kill myself. No one would miss me. Hell, when the school made me leave this site so many people were happy. I wasn't in art class at the time so that meant no one would ever have to see my art again. What could be better than that? It sucked so much it made a five year old's stick figure look like the work of a prodigy. Too bad I have no money. If I subscribed I could make a poll.... Who's happy I'm gone?

Slowly collecting journals here. *glee* anyway, just feel like sharing this marvelous conversation between me and a friend.

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Masato-kun says:
I believe you just called me a squirrel..
풍선껌 says:
no i didn't
풍선껌 says:
i said you look like one XD
풍선껌 says:
there's a big difference
Masato-kun says:
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Aren't I nice? XD And i'm the one named bubble gum in korean...incase you don't know.
*scurries away*

Vampyr Huntr S: o.o
ForestLily418: X3
ForestLily418: love me, for i do not know you!
Vampyr Huntr S: o.o
Vampyr Huntr S: how about...no...you know my brother you scary midget

MIDGET?! I'm not that short! and i really really don't know who this person is. I think they blocked me after this too so I'll never know XD Like, I have no farking clue who their brother would be either. It kinda bugs me now. Maybe it's Kenta. Maybe it's not.
Just posting this here 'cause maybe someone out there knows who vampyr w/e is...

Join Neopets, because I said so.
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AND USE THAT LINK DAMMIT! lol...

And this doesn't mean I'm coming back to dA...